Ugh... I'm soooo TRIED!!!
Funny thing is ... I haven't done much today. Went out to get books for University, which by the way is alot!
I mean, when people said that you had to read books if you wanna do an English Degree I was up for it. I've read alot of books in my time but as soon as I got that reading list from uni..... jeeze it's ALOT!!!  I've got about 30 books to read for the 1st year alone. I dunno... I wasn't really expecting that. Yup, they really caught me out lol.

But anyways the main focus of today was to try and get the compulsory books before uni starts. I pretty muich have to start reading Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, Great Expectations by Charles Dickens, Trainspotting by Irvine Welsh and a few others. All of these books are pretty easy to get but when a uni requests for specific editions of books, the drama begins. Now, I'm in a position where I don't have the books yet seeing as the booksellers don't have the editions that my uni want. For now I'm ok. But Pride and Prejudice is a long book, so I need to start on that.

Uni starts in TWO weeks, and I'm frankly not prepared yet.
Fail to Prepare, Prepare to Fail... ah 진짜!

Lol I remember when I drew this picture, it actually took me DAYS to do. I drew this because I remember my art teacher was hassling me over the fact that I was slacking in art and how I wouldn't get a decent grade for Art G.C.S.E, so I drew this to not only prove to her but to myself that my talent was still there.. I still can't believe I have this. I'm actually really proud of it....  this and some other pieces (which I might upload) got me an A in Art G.C.S.E.

Wooohoooo!  

One of the worst things I could ever do to a person is to give them apperance that they have a chance when I know they don't.

So, this goes out to you....

For leading you on and making you think you had a chance ...i'm sorry.
For arousing humiliation and other feelings within you... I'm sorry.
I hope life turns out alrite for you.